Saturday, December 06, 2003
Hiya...
I just came back(not really, its already past midnight) from the cinemas watching "Elf". ITs not really that nice, or as hilarious according to the ratings form the television... To me, the first part was pretty boring... The part where the elf got treated as a lunatic. I some how seem not to have a liking for embarrasing scenes. I got really pisse off just by watching that dumb and dumber movie. To think that my brother could have said that it was funny... Maybe to certain ppl...
Well, here goes the story...
Santa came to the orphanage to deliver presents, buit a baby somehow crawled into his gift bag, and he got into the north pole, where the elves live and make toys for christmas... and somehow he found out he's a human, not a elf, and he went to new york to look for his father, who is a storybook publisher(or something like that). Then he was mistaken for a... fake elf. Those people who disguise as elf or santa, those kind of ppl, and... aiyah... very long... dun wanna say le.. :P anywya., the story's worth a watch, but it might be boring. So I say,
a watch.
Anyway, after that, I went to meet Elaine, to collect that stupid costume... And we have to perform one more time! That mcbeth... -___-"
And then I cmae back and fell asleep untill 11pm Then went to eat my dinner... :P
express yourself {5:28 PM}
Friday, December 05, 2003
I just came back from my Jap course... hehe... I love it... enjoyed it... so fun sia... :D and I felt abit of fame and honour... lol cause the others all said that I was good... :D lol *turns hao lian* lol hahahahhahahahaha... anyway, I stayed near the Japanese teacher, so she sent me home... hahahah... talked to her for long long time by oursleves... so nice... She's so polite and erm.. motherly... lol... Well, she's a mother after all... lol..
Anyway, I was sorted into Sprint during the GM yesterday... WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I always wanted to be sprint and I am now! Hm... SCC ain't too bad too... lol... I'm so fickle-minded... :P anyway, I gotta wrok harder for my Jap, memorise the hiragana and the vocabulary well... :D lol... Anyway, nothing much to report... :P Just stayed at home all day... Not really all day, I slept till 3 pm today... lol... so tired yesterday... and I did "it" today again... I'm gonna make sure that I won't ever do it again!! :[
Mood: Cheerful! :D
express yourself {10:54 PM}
Thanks to a person, I think I now what to do!
express yourself {12:51 AM}
Thursday, December 04, 2003
I feel much better now... After I talked... Weird... lol...
express yourself {8:41 PM}
BAh...
HM...
I found out I lack certain very important things
I lack self-confidence
I lack the ability to speak (MAke speeches and blah)
I lack the ability to fight for what I want
I lack the ability to pin point out things
I feel very tired, strengthless. I feel... that I ... hai... I guess its just that its happening... I gotta overcome it... And that too... *refreshes*
Right... No more slow snail action. Time for a lightning cheeta... lol
Right...
Hm... I learned about these today, or rather, discovered, them. I couldn't help wei ting, and I didn't know what to do. Anyway... GM was... quite refreshing today... weird eh?
I better not go into details incase someone peeked into here... lol XD
Anyway, what VJ said today was absolutely right... What we say is not what we do. Its especially true for me. I always say I wanna do this, I wanna do that, but I really never actually do it. Hm... I think its time to change for the better, a new year, new habits and new friends and... new everything... most importantly, new me. I guess I'll need alot of self-discipline on this...
I think I'm feeling abit quiet and... weird... don't feel like talking... just like to sit there and think... I really wanna know whats happening to me... I think now I cna just sit there and not mutter a single word for the whole day.
Anyway, I hope that I would change for the better... and I would turn into vincent... lol...
Mood: Weird, quiet. Feel like sleeping and throwing a tantrum and crying... -____-|| Feeling so inferior... Hai... Confused lost...
express yourself {8:02 PM}
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
I finally got myself to update this quiet blog... Anyway...
My com crashed for the
FORTH time this week... And so I spent most of my day formating the com and installing norton anti virus... (hehe... Luckily my bnrother got microsoft XP and the original norton CD so I can simply install whenever I want... XD) EAch time was like 1 hour... waste my time... :[ Anyway, the sunburn I got form the council outing is... not very serious, but the one on my face some how like got wound like that... small small one... unless you look closely, you can't really see it... Anyway, It won't kill me... :P At most I'll got for plastic Sugery... XD lol... And yea, abit of skin is peeling off... Not much so say about my face... :P
Yea, and we are bring the fac from my clan to dinner tonight! YEa man! :D And I'll have to get $20 by crook or by hook... wonder HOW am I susposed to get that gigantic sum of capital... lol... I think I'll have to beg from my mom... *prays that she or anyone comes back by 4* Hope that I can borrow or whatever... anyway... nothing much...
Sigh... I think... I'm feeling weird these few days cause of it... lol... but its so akward... Oh, and she thanked my for the gift... I felt real good... :P But the presenty was susposed to be for her special occation, which was exactly last month... GEe... I copied the dates wrongly... X_X -________-|||
express yourself {1:20 PM}